day 2 - five-day fast

Today fell flat on its face. Had to eat and eat I did, but it was just too damn much?! I am currently skipping dinner though, on the pretext of being full. I am being repulsed by certain people I know/used to know. They make me not want to be like them. They make me nauseous. They make me worry if I will ever be like that.

I didn't go to school today. I just felt so sulky the the entire thing that my mom made a u-turn on the way there. She makes me love her like that. So far, the only reason I really like school is because it lets me not eat in peace. Anyway, the new batch of girl students are all relatively average-sized. Have not seen and worth inciting a certain spite/envy due to her skinny-minnieness yet. Hopefully, I will be that girl sometime soon. That will definitely be something to look forward to. (;